"To me, fashion is about you, yourself - expressing yourself. Fashion shows your mood and how are you feeling that way. It also portrays a side of your personality to the public. Fashion isn't about following trends and such - we do follow trends but fashion is something that you have, unique. You incorporate trends into your fashion. Fashion is your style - how do you put an outfit together - how soft can you go, how daring can you be and also how do you want people to see you as."
I'm done with school. I'm waiting for my certificate. I've finally gotten a job - my first full time job. It is the start to my chosen career path. It's the start to earning my own keep and supporting myself. I'm glad mama has been with me throughout my whole life and for this phase of my life, she has been there with me, physically, emotionally and mentally. My mama accompanied me to interviews, how blessed am I.
It wasn't easy going through interviews - all the feelings that comes to me about interviews. That is just scary. I had to go through a few different ones before I got myself hired. Thankful. I've already signed the contract. It's a permanent position by the way - not so keen on working on contract based. I'm starting this coming Monday. Here's the time where I can finally have a stable income and also get my CPF moving in a more stable manner.
Adulthood came too fast. I honestly am not ready to do all of these but time waits for no man. I'm already turning 22 this year, I should be already working and accomplishing my goals in time to come. I'm starting mine soon. It's going to be interesting and scary at the same time.
I'm leaving my part time job later today since it's already past midnight. After 11 months of working as a part time crew, I'm finally leaving and moving into full time in a different company. 11 months working has been a hell of a ride honestly. So many things happened and I wish certain things didn't. Lesson learnt, definitely hoping that history won't repeat.
I've gotten my attire kind of ready for the start of my new job. I just need to iron them. I can never get away from town I guess cause for my new job, I'm posted to town area too. Well at least it's not anywhere in the east or west - that would have killed me (not literally of course).
I haven't been actively blogging lately. I've been really busy (and lazy, guilty as charged). It's already 2 months into the new year. A lot has happened. So many things to settle down with and so many things to pull through. I guess this is the life of becoming a young adult huh. I've finally turned 21 last December. I felt I was really old. 21 is like the start of adulthood. It's exciting yet scary at the same time. I did not do any parties of celebration. To me, that is just a waste of money. I'm more contented with dear loved ones wishing me and remembering my birthday and that makes it even sweeter.
Unlike the previous years, I spent the last of 2013 and the start of 2014 with my family. Thank God I still have them around. Feels so blessed. They have been there and love me despite knowing all my flaws and bad habits. No one else can stand me more aside from them. Both my mama and sister is doing well in work and school respectively.
And yes, we're still one. We're still together. We still are moving towards the goal we have as one. We still are sticking to each other. We still are going against all odds to be together. We have just turned 65 months yesterday. Things hasn't been the same. We're going through changes here and there as we're moving into adulthood. I'm glad we're still here. I'm glad that the love we had is still strong.
Remember I talked about going back to school? Well, I've finally graduated with my dear classmates. We've made it. We're done. We're just waiting for our certificate to be ready. Those 6 months just flew by. It was nice to meet all of them. It was fun while it lasted and wish them all the best for their future endeavours.
I'm glad that the three of us are still friends despite the lack of communication and rare meet ups. I'm glad that our friendship is still standing strong. I do hope our friendship will last.
One tip that I saw online which works for me - press your lips together and you'll see a darker shade, that will be the colour of your blusher. Or you could press your lips, pull your lower lips down and see the colour inside, then that will be the colour of your blusher.
Here are a few things that I did which helped me in preventing blisters/abrasions. Maybe this might work for you too (:
1) Apply moisturizer on feet an hour before wearing them and also apply moisturizer on your shoe at least a day before especially on the areas where it tends to give you blisters/abrasions.
2) Wax the areas of the shoe that might cause you to have blisters/abrasions.
3) Use gel pads. You can find them at watsons - they have a variety like for heels, for arch, for the sides of your feet etc. Check them out and watsons brand is of the affordable ones with good quality.
Today, as you are reading this I am already at Phuket - on my 4th day to be exact and today is also the day where my boyfriend and I made it to our 5th year together. 5 awesome years - went through the ups and downs for 5 years.
Words could not describe how I am feeling right now. I just hope this relationship will last to infinity and beyond (In Shaa Allah).